UpHapPiNeSs FeELs My HeArT

finally.. so long liao.. my leg muscle finally ache le.. jus now walk oso got abit prob.. tml nd to run 10km again.. diao.. after tat hav to go for parade.. den nd to stand and march under the sun for long hours.. hope my leg stil can take it..

jus hope i wont fall sick.. jus now do drills under the rain.. hope i will be fine.. strong and healthy.. recently ppl around me got tests and exams.. hope they all can do well and score well.. good lucks..

A ZA A ZA FIGHTING to myself and everyone i noe…. haha..

(if u dunno wat is A ZA A ZA FIGHTING, it means jia you.. haha..)

yester very tiring, today more tiring.. yester run 10km to prepare army half marathon.. diao.. today still got ndp.. leg abit ache.. but still ok.. tiring.. tml still hav to go back camp to do confinement.. alot of things to do tml.. den mon got no OFF.. diao.. tiring until mad.. but bo bian.. can onli follow, can say dun go or dun do wat.. think i goin to take 2 days off soon to rest.. everyday so tiring and busy.. everyday so slpy.. hand pain, leg pain.. lik goin to die soon lik tat.. one day, i will be lying on the bed and cannot move.. haha

hand very pain yester.. even type msg in hp oso pain.. now feel better liao.. see.. those ppl who receive my msg one so xin fu.. my hand pain still msg u.. haha.. very tired nowadays.. sun heard confinement need to paint 2 tanks.. sian.. lik tat will mad leh. i thot go back camp slp.. diao.. hand still pain leh.. blue black leh.. hit by a metal.. sian.. PAIN LA… haha.. but i will be strong de.. haha.. pain i still go for parade today.. carry the 4 kg rifle for 1 and a half hour and din complain at all.. but actualli very pain and suan lo.. haha.. mayb u all dunno.. is pain until finger move abit, oso pain leh.. i noe i bad luck ba.. mayb got link to 7th lunar month.. or got something keep following me everywhere.. cos today oso got scolded by my sir.. but i feel my sir is a gd father.. cos he scare his daughter get wet bcos of rain den he drive all the way to the child care centre to fetch her.. in office hour leh.. haha.. when his daughter in the car, he keep asking whether she fine or got cold or not.. so gd.. y i noe all tis? cos i inside the car too.. cos i go out wid him to collect something from other camp, den on the way back rain ma.. so he worry about his daughter..

overall i bad luck, i pain but still glad i got a gd sir.. got scolded but nvm la.. got pain oso nvm.. cos i everyweek will got cut or hurt ma.. xi guan liao.. mayb i jus a suay person.

bcos of a small thing, my department everyone got confinement.. sunday mus stay in camp.. sat i got ndp.. sun cannot go home.. sian.. sometime, i feel all the bad luck things jus lik to happen to me.. mayb i jus no luck at all.. or 7th lunar month jus start so i suay.. i dunno..

i jus dun lik to be alone.. i dun lik the feeling of being lonely..

national day is coming.. now every rehearsal nd to camou on.. very sian.. hope can faster end.. recently stress about alot of things.. i dunno wat ppl wan? treat them gd, dey will sad.. treat them not gd, they wan me to treat them gd.. wat is happening? is everyone wan me to treat them bad? will ppl treasure or appreciate wat i do? i dun wan ppl sad but in the end, ppl still sad.. mayb i jus useless ba

today jus no mood.. jus wanna sing and sing.. sing out all my stress.. tml ndp.. my family goin to see me in national stadium.. i mus perform until very gd.. dun let my parents down..

mus tell myself "A ZA A ZA FIGHTING" means jia you la….