UpHapPiNeSs FeELs My HeArT

tis week very stress. got thing lost den i hav to pay wid my fren cos we din count properly.. i rem we counted correctly but dunno y on tat day we count again, one missing liao.. den hav to pay.. and my sir shout and scold me very loud.. tat day i din tok to my sir.. scare he shout again.. till now, i still dunno y the thing suddenly disappear..

tml is sun.. got ndp rehearsal.. cos sat is SAF day.. lucky i din involve.. i already involve alot of things until i no time to rest.. but i will jia you wor.. sun go ndp den i think wont book out liao.. stay in camp until mon.. den mon start work liao.. i will tell myself to work hard and tahan all tis until the whole ndp end..

A ZA A ZA fighting (JIA YOU)

yester guard duty.. today ndp rehearsal.. not enough rest.. now 12 plus am still dun wan to slp.. i dunno wat happen to me.. diao.. today i go mac and watch soccer match wid my frenz.. very sian leh.. in the end i use psp to surf net there.. dunno y not very enthu to world cup liao.. mayb no time to watch all the match so no point watching any match or noe any results.. saw alot of my frenz gambling and earn alot.. but i not realli care too.. since wat u earn, will lose again next time.. so dun bet better.. dunno.. mayb all i noe is dunno..

today so tired.. i jus reach home after ndp rehearsal.. today i finally realise tat involve in ndp is not a bad thing oso.. feel quite proud being selected cos not everyone can hav a chance to involve in ndp.. today quite tired but still ok for me.. saw alot of ppl faint but luckily i din faint.. i keep drinking water.. think for jus the ndp rehearsal, i had drink more than 4 litres of water liao.. haha.. i will still jia you.. on the actual day.. i noe i will feel proud to be a singaporean.. hee

goin crazy soon.. yester go back to camp at 1am.. the whole day stay in forest to give mosquito free lunch.. very itchy.. haix.. tired.. tml still got ndp.. haix.. heard 10pm den can go home.. army realli tired.. but no matter wat, i will go thru all tis.. mus tell myself to be strong.. jia you..