today ndp rehearsal is crazy.. 12 hours. very very tired.. sweat alot.. hand and leg abit ache.. today rainin still hav to rehearsal.. haix.. think every sat will hav to suffer all tis kind of training until sat.. hav to run and march.. haix..
whenever i am alone, i reali feel very lonely.. no one realli understand me.. no one noe how i feel.. i always lik alone.. haix..
yester my sir say i involve in ndp.. so sian.. tis week already crazy.. do 3 duard duty within 7 days.. den today stil go for rehearsal.. so tiring.. din slp well for the past one week.. haix.. now every sat will cant slp well liao cos got rehearsal.. hav to march.. hav to carry rifle.. hav to stand there dunno for how long.. diao.. but i think is gd cos is proud to my country when i can participate in ndp parade..
i already give my mum and dad gift after i come back taiwan. mayb i realli not gd in the past to my parents but i tryin to be a gd son liao.. in the past, i wont buy ath for my mum for mother days or other occasion.. now i so guai.. i jus wanna treat ppl around me very gd liao.. no matter is my buddies or the ppl who i jus noe.. i will try to help them if i can.. still feel be a gd guy is still my job.. i jus dunno how to turn bad.. haix. and wait for ppl who can realli treasure me..
b4 i go taiwan, i thot things will change, thot i come back, everything wil be happy le but i now i in singapore le, things din change.. i feel lonely.. everything i do, is still me alone.. but thanx all the frenz who always by my side…. realli a big thanx to all of u..
