i still sad everyday. mayb no one noe.. anyway, i jus feel no one understand me.. no one noe how stress am i.. i understand something.. when a person get older, he or she will get more and more stress
today very tired.. go jurong for a stupid celebration.. now very tired but dun wan to slp.. i jus a weird guy ba.. today heard a lot of ppl singing cos got competition. i din participate cos i think is stupid to participate for army things. haha..dun be too hao lian better.. but those ppl sing realli not up to standard.. all lik shouting.. diao.. mayb i very bad to say ppl but i jus dun lik to hear ppl sing until the whole song so awful.. destroy all the meaning of the songs.. nvm.. dun say le.. later i got retribution..
yester high fever still hav to book in.. today i go report sick den hav to go to sick bay and drip glucose.. haix.. so suay.. none of the valentine day is a gd day for me.. now still having fever.. i wont report sick in camp anymore.. haix.. see my sis even go out today.. mayb she go out wid a guy who she lik.. but me, can onli stay at home and type tis blog.. haix.. dun lik valentine day..
everything around me stressing me.. realli goin mad liao.. can everything dun pressure me? i crazy soon.. tml got test. tis sat goin to see specialist to ask him to transfer me to SGH.. cos i want to take operation for my nose. family, relationship and army.. i realli hope i can dun care liao.. all are stressing me.. y lik tat.. mayb alone better.. i jus wan a simple life but it seems when ppl tend to get older, there will be more and more stress.. now is the time i cant handle my stress anymore.. in the past, no matter wat, i seldom stress one.. den by years pass, i more and more stress.. i still can handle in the past but now, i realli breakdown liao.. is too much liao.. y everything give me stress.. i noe i shld learn how to handle stress but i realli need time.. i dunno when but i noe, i jus goin to crazy soon.. no one realli understand me.. haix..
