duty very sian..

April 7th, 2007 by en3rgyj0hn

sian. jus came back from camp.. now den write my blog.. yester doin duty.. think is the most sian duty of the year.. anyway, tis yr jus start onli.. alot of stupid things happen yester.. but nvm.. luckily is a past tense liao. all the ndp fault.. diao.. the ndp thing let me go here and there, den got ppl say power failure at guard room den i hav to call electrician to come down to repair.. diao.. y i do duty wil hav so many unexpected things happen de.. but overall still ok.. my sir and all the duty personnel order kfc to eat.. haha.. quite enjoy ba.. but onli the eating part.. tats all.. overall, the duty is very sian… but compare to Guard duty, COS is still better ba.. at least no nd to walk ard the whole camp.. jus stay in office wait for calls and stare at walls/ceiling..

Never Let You Go

April 1st, 2007 by en3rgyj0hn

Never Let You Go - Janice

The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains

My heart, can’t seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Though I told myself won’t hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won’t live my life without you

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I’d never let you go

The way, you left me on the train
I don’t know what to say
I remember everything on that day

I can’t believe we’d never dance
just need one more chance to share the sunset our one last romance

Though I told myself won’t hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won’t live my life without you

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I’d never let you go

This song is nice and touching.. i recommend tis to everyone reading my blog.. if wanna hear, go to my profile, u can hear it le

My horoscope: Libra

April 1st, 2007 by en3rgyj0hn

The ruler of Libra is Venus. Its glyph represents the balance of the scales. Its meaning, equilibrium and justice. Considered the sign of cosmic reciprocity, of cooperation rather than competition, of consciousness made objective through associations and partnerships.

The basic Libran nature is diplomatic and charming. Libras have an idealistic and generally peace loving nature. They are easygoing and sociable, in general. On the other side of the scale, Librans are known to be indecisive and changeable, gullible and easily affected.

Librans are considered by many astrologers to be among the most civilized of the twelve signs. Often good looking, they exude certain elegance, charm and fine taste. As lovers of beauty and harmony, both in art and life, their nature is gentle and kind. Pleasure oriented people, Libras are intuitive and very aware of the power of image.

They are gifted with a strong sense of justice and fair play, and have fine analytical abilities. They are known to be objective and impartial in making judgment calls. They do not suffer fools gladly and anyone who challenges their decisions or opinions is considered a fool. They are more interested in making friends than enemies, are willing to go along, to get along and therefore will usually do whatever it takes to maintain a relationship.

Librans are sensitive to others and understand the emotional needs of their associates. They are optimistic and cheerful people and have an ability to charm and delight their friends and acquaintances. Very sociable, they abhor cruel or vicious actions, and shy away from vulgar and offensive behavior. They dislike scenes, and will often go out of their way to avoid conflict. They prefer to cooperate and compromise, and will give up, even when they feel they are in the right, rather than put up with the ordeal of an argument. Discord makes them totally insecure, and uncomfortable. They need and want harmony in their lives, and will do whatever it takes to have it. Librans are not loners, and do better in partnership both in their personal, and in their business life.

The more negative Libran character can be frivolous, flirty and quite shallow. In romance they can be indulgent to the point of hedonistic. Libra shadows can be changeable and indecisive; impatient of routine; boringly conventional and timid; and easygoing to a point of annoyance to more energetic folk. Because they are slow to anger, Librans will shock everyone around them with their sudden outbursts of rage. They love the good life and tend to be extravagant. Many Librans have been known to be hopeless gamblers.

Librans can be surprisingly energetic in the areas that move them, and indifferent to everything else. They are happiest when socializing, and at the top of their social strata. You will find many Librans in local organizations volunteering their time and services and rising to a position of prominence. They dislike coarse, dirty work, and will usually get someone else to do it, if necessary. They are fence sitters and will not take a stand on an issue, but prefer the middle of the road, until they are forced to choose. " Let’s wait and see", was most likely first said by a Libra. The up side to this view is, they make good diplomats They are never guilty of an " On my mind, on my mouth " approach to things.

sick le..

April 1st, 2007 by en3rgyj0hn

dunno y sick again.. flu.. think flu virus lik to harass me.. nvm.. feel lik slp for the whole afternoon.. very tired ba.. very long din slp so long..but now i still tired.. mayb goin to cont to slp again.. dunno.. jus take care everyone.. especially the one reading the blog.. alot of ppl fall sick recently.. weather sometime hot, sometime cold.. can fall sick easily.. so all mus take care..

i believe in fate.. but when fate come, it doesn mean is a good thing.. sometime is fated for u to meet a gal who tat is not the person u waiting for, or the right gal for u.. god mayb wan ppl to meet someone bad first before meeting someone who is the right one for u, the one who can be wid u 4eva.. fate is ke yu bu ke qiu.. when u meet someone who u think is fated to u, den go for it.. no lose any chance.. fate may come and go, if lose this chance, there maybe no more chance in future.

i believe there is fate.. i believe tat if 2 person who dunno each other suddenly meet and become frenz, is already is fate.. every frenz of mine is all fate tat pull us together..if 2 person hav feeling for each other and in the end love each other, then tat will be more than fate le.. if someone who is suit to u, feel tat everything is so coincidence, feel lik god or someone lik pulling the 2 person together, tat may mean fate and love ba..

tat is wat i think ba.. no matter wat, love the one u love, treasure the one u love ba..

tired.. jus very tired

March 30th, 2007 by en3rgyj0hn

army alot of things to do.. carry things everyday.. very sian.. today dunno y i so tired today.. even workin oso wanna slp.. think mus be very tired tis few days.. dunno.. jus hope can rest more..

i not flirt, i dun wanna spoilt any gd image in everyone heart, hope all understand

March 26th, 2007 by en3rgyj0hn

am i not a gd guy anymore? i try to treat everyone very gd, treat my frenz, treat any stranger tat i came across and the one i love very gd.. but it seems i haven do enough or i too gd.. i dunno.. i jus wanna treat everyone very gd.. mayb will kanna bully, i dunno.. but doesn mean i treat ppl gd, they will treat me gd in return? mayb tis sentence is wrong oso.. i dunno..

Mayb ppl will think im flirt cos i got so many "gal" frenz in my friendster.. but i not flirt at all.. those who noe me wil noe, i din go and search for gals to add in friendster, if any gal wanna be frenz, i will jus accept.. or dun say gals, even guys, i will accept. i hope wont give anyone wrong impression tat i always go add gals.. i onli wil go add ppl when the person is whom i noe..

i jus wanna give gd image in everyone heart.. especially the gal i love, i dun wanna spoilt any gd image..

gastric liao..

March 25th, 2007 by en3rgyj0hn

gastric now.. think afternoon eat too much liao.. den dinner din eat at all.. jus now still feel very full leh.. nvm. so wats wrong wid me.. i dunno.. dun wanna care oso.. sick oso nvm.. got cuts on my hand oso nvm ba.. since i always so bad luck. so care much oso no use one

alone or got gf is better??

March 24th, 2007 by en3rgyj0hn

alone or got gf is better? i always ask myself tis qns.. when i got gf, sometime will feel alone better.. when no gf, i wil feel got a gf by my side better.. is everyone feeling the same way? is it alone will make me feel better? is it after army den go into r/s better? now, i lik got no time for ath.. army is making me busy..

still got 5 months plus den i ORD liao.. hope faster come, i wanna faster work and earn more money.. money not enuff for ath liao.. and i feel i getting old.. wanna make more money for marriage, buying cars and emergency use.. feel tat mayb i 30 yrs old, mayb i still dun hav a gf ba.. i dunno..

mayb i realli a bad guy ba

March 23rd, 2007 by en3rgyj0hn

think i am a bad guy. i dun lik to hurt ppl but always end up hurting ppl.. y lik tat.. how to be a gd guy? am i not gd enough? am i useless?

wat i wan?

March 22nd, 2007 by en3rgyj0hn

i dunno wat i wan.. i noe wat i wan, i always cant get.. im confuse.. jus day by day pass, dun wanna care ath.. yester got alot of cuts on my arm by carry heavy things.. to me, is ok.. jus alot of lines on my hand and one on the finger.. xi guan le.. mus take it lik a man..